Perpetual misery.....

2010-10-12T11:07:00.002+08:00

Meh...schools reopened already so far still slacking. Also deciding whether to get a laptop or not since ima gonna get conscripted into National Service soon, not looking forward to it lols. No school on the second day and ima currently slacking and wondering what to do now...

2010-08-29T12:37:00.002+08:00

Oh wells, hardly blogged nowadays coz ima too lazy. Attachment's over and ima now working at the company contract for 1 months lols. Saved me the hassle of looking for a job during the holidays but working there is bloody boring...not much of a challenge at all...oh wells i guess i cant complain since i got a temp job? Also, my laptop chui already...using the crappy pc now...guess i gona upgrade it soon but need money to upgrade lols...tsk so many stuff to buy but no money to buy guess i gonna save up

2010-07-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

Six more weeks till the end of attachment, need to tahan abit more then it will all end...30 more working days only gogogogo. Still need to cough up a report and a presentation tsk tsk...kinda worried if the people reading my report will understand what ima blabbering about though...

2010-06-12T21:35:00.002+08:00

Have not blogged in ages...nothing much to blog about as its just plain work work work everyday...time passes quickly if you don't think too hard about work...just stone at the workplace and mindlessly finish all your stuff and viola time to go home already. Rinse and repeat till attachment period ends. Still not getting enough sleep...waking up at 6am is srsly crazy, always feel like shit when woke up at 6am not good for health anyways.

2010-05-30T21:03:00.001+08:00

Meh, tomorrow is monday again and that means back to work...cant wait for it to be over. My friend says the less u think abt it the faster it will be over...gaah if only its that easy not to think about it

2010-05-16T11:40:00.001+08:00

One month have passed for my attachment...how time flies. Three more months then end of attachment and ima looking forward to it

2010-05-02T19:24:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Malaysia and tomorrow i will begin the third week of attachment. How time flies, already third week liaos. The attachment is quite monotonous at least theres something to do i suppose? Nothing to do time will pass very slow, too much things to do also kpkb.
Going to graduate next year and i'm still aimless as to where to go next. University? Most probably i suppose, after that miserable NS that is. As to what degree to take idk. Still aimless...law?(if i can get in that is) Business? Who knows? Hopefully i don't get into those boring onces like engineering. I hate monotonous thats without challenge.

2010-04-25T12:32:00.002+08:00

Damm, how time flies. First week of attachment is over already. Quite busy over there though, forever got things to do. Documentation, lab certification blah blah blah...quite mundane though. Nothing challenging, just do what u are asked to do thats that. 4 months of attachment and one semester will be over already. Hope to learn as much as possible.

2010-04-15T15:17:00.001+08:00

Meh...lazy to blog nowadays. CPTC training is coming to an end and i wonder what company will i be posted to for my attachment? Better not be jurong island again coz i hate travelling all the way there. Took at least 1 hour just to travel there and the transport fees is also a bitch. One last test to go before that damm CPTC ends, at least i get to know some new friends i suppose? Other than that all the stuff i learnt there is like kinda useless as ima not going to stay on chemical engineering unless i really have no choice

2010-04-02T12:12:00.000+08:00

Dammination...gotten my shift work schedule and is stated that i need to go to the plant at sunday 8pm-8am shift and for monday too..omg at the night shift...gonna need many cans of red bull if ima to survive goddammit

2010-03-28T10:07:00.002+08:00

Aha...3 more weeks till that bloody training ends...very draining for me. Woke up at 5am and come home at 6pm everyday...too tired to do anything else...wanna study also too tired...just sleep straight away

2010-03-21T13:58:00.000+08:00

Aah...another week have passed at Jurong Island...can't wait for it to end srsly...2 more exams, many many practicals and lectures left...oh wells...also went for an interview at Baxter for my internship, dunno whether i will be accepted by em anot...from what i can tell, its gonna be challenging

2010-03-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

Argh...thank god its friday....training at jurong island is absolutely tiring. Spent 1hour plus just to travel to and from jurong island to home and worst of all, i have to wake up at 5am. Never woke up at 5am for school before...by the time i came back home....too tired to do anything and sleep by 9pm lol...summore over there the auditorium is meant for sleeping and not studying...during the lecture need to try very hard not to doze off...have to sit for 6 hours worth of lectures and one shot once...butt also pain. Then the food also cannot make it...have to ta pao from jurong itself or bring cup noodles...constant eating of this kinda nonsense food will kill me sooner or later...still got 5 more weeks worth of training and then its attachment...bloody tired

2010-03-03T11:23:00.002+08:00

Meh...exams are all over...won't be having march holidays though...think is go jurong island training for one month then after that attachment...sians, not very eager to know my results...been awhile since i blogged lulz...very lazy nowadays. Went sentosa yesterday to get myself fried alive...weather is bloody hot...perfect for suntanning and nothing else. Come home chao tar already. The casino is more or less opened already...but i think the one at marina bay looks nicer than the one at sentosa.. .saw the photos taken by my friends during the trip to sentosa...still a skinny bastard as always...srsly need to get fatter

2010-02-19T10:23:00.004+08:00

Just came back from Malaysia yesterday and rushed back to school to mug my maths...think gonna flunk it badly, didn't prepare it and monday is the final exam for it.
Was starved of internet for like six days lulz....six days at malaysia, no internet no facebook....gaaaa
At least saw my cousins luls...all of em like grown slightly fatter? Idk why? And ima still the same. And at my grandma's house, one of my uncles caught a friggin owl and caged it up...i was like omg wtf? How the heck he caught the owl srsly...then went to malacca alsos...there got A&W lulz...Singapore don't have A&W since i was like 5 years old? I remember drinking the root beer when i was young...now go there drink again...damm shiok, but the burger ain't too nice. And lucky Valentines day share the same date with Chinese New year lulz...i think Valentines day is meant to emphasize the dammable fact that I'm single and make me feel bad about it lulz...so screw u Mr Valentine...Next week exams and then it will all end...meh...srsly speaking i think i need go find a girlfriend lulz...20 years old still single tsk tsk

2010-02-04T19:09:00.002+08:00

Pfft....early morning wake up gena kpkb my my mum already...very irritating. She gave me some nutrition shake to drink...drink finish i go wash it up, she assume i never drink finish wtf. But i really drank it all up...bloody hell. Then just keep rant and rave about wastage blah blah blah...really ruined my day. Srsly hate ppl accusing me of smth i didn't do at all. Then i protest back...she dun believe say wat usually do this de etc etc...bloody hell man...i din't waste it lors...stubborn until liddat anyhow accuse ppl yet wun admit she was wrong

2010-01-31T15:24:00.002+08:00

Another dreary Sunday, all hell going to break lose soon...common test on wed, 2 more common tests on the following week and CNY gonna try study...then examssss....and it will all end...then it will be training at CPTC and then attachment provided i didn't fail any of my modules...time past ever so fast eh?

2010-01-24T11:29:00.008+08:00

Been ages since i blogged...kinda lazy anyways...yest went to a jap restaurant to eat lunch with my friend. The salmon sashimi is very nice...very fresh and tasty unlike those u buy at supermarkets which has a fishy smell sometimes...that one i eaten at the restaurant has a nice salmon smell and is solid enough and wun break down when u put in ur mouth...dip in the soy sauce to eat nom nom nom...although quite expensive 5 pieces for 19bucks but its worth it. Also ordered the swordfish meat....lightly grilled, very fresh also...they grilled it just nice so that its not too dry and its still very juicy inside...dunno how to describe the taste though, very light yet refreshing? Something like that i suppose? My friend ordered the noodles with milk or smth....i tasted it...seems like they use fresh milk to cook the soup lulz...milk with noodles ain't exactly compliment each other....the salmon sashimi costs more than the swordfish meal i ordered though...very nice restaurant would definitely go back there to no nom again...accidentally nibbled on the fish be4 u took my photo ><

2010-01-14T16:45:00.002+08:00

Meh...exams gonna start at end of Feb which means gonna mug during chinese new year again...its kinda miserable you know? Looking on at all ur cousins talking, gambling and having fun and here you are at a corner buried under a pile of books...seriously...studying during chinese new year...i don't know what to make of it...

2010-01-07T20:39:00.001+08:00

Oh wells...first week of school kinda slack but come February all hell would probably break lose lols...exams and end game for the semester...better slack when theres time to slack hmm? Idk why i feel so depressed nowadays sighs...

2010-01-03T13:39:00.001+08:00

Aah...another new year begins...i wonder what 2010 will be like for me...hope it will be pleasant enough though...time pass ever so fast

2009-12-29T11:59:00.003+08:00

blah..end of holidays already and I've haven done any of my assignments, gonna go start doing already else it will be too late lols...the two weeks holiday of ours seems extremely short and its like new year again? gonna be 20 years old next year and i am not looking forward to getting older. Time to set some new year resolutions and try not to break em lols...firstly would be to try not keep swearing my head off > <> <

Sometimes when i find myself lacking motivation and feeling down? It helps when i walk along Singapore river near The Esplanade area, over there theres a nice view of the city which kinda motivates me lols...also can do some reflections on the past year and on the future...kinda motivates me to study harder and not to screw up and screwing up now is not an option as I've already used up the option of screwing up already > <

2009-12-20T16:59:00.001+08:00

Oh well...its the term break finally...got murdered by my common test....dreading the results...might as well slack the two weeks off >< Still got some school stuff to do too...damm lecturers just won't leave us alone it seems

2009-12-13T09:06:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since i've posted...guess ima kinda lazy to post nowadays...anyways common test is gonna start tomorrow...can't say i really prepared for it, ain't much time to study unlike the previous semester which gave us 2 weeks to study...instead we will have common test then 2 weeks of holidays....oh well....just gonna try my best....

2009-12-03T17:41:00.002+08:00

Mmm...time seems to fly ever so fast and waiting for no one at all...2 more weeks and it will be common tests and then 2 weeks of holidays...it seems like i started week 1 yesterday and nows already week 7? and theres still many things left undone....oh well

2009-11-27T12:35:00.000+08:00

Friday already...need to start mopping up all my assignments and shit...oh hell

2009-11-22T20:50:00.003+08:00

Sunday already..spent my day doing assignments and some revisions...got a feeling that its not enough lols...too many things to do...all lined up already sighs....spent like 150 bucks on a pair of in ear earphones...mmm fantastic earphones they are...high in the bass yet not lacking in the clarity...

2009-11-16T07:33:00.002+08:00

Argh maths lesson at 8am...bloody horror...the weather is so chilly and i'm tempted to go back to sleep and say balls to the maths lesson....yesterday went to expo to study reactor system...killer subject for this semester, studied for like 4-6 hours? Still muddled with it...oh well...this sem is harder than last sem i think? Hell...many many tests and stuffs to hand up again...feels like deja vu

2009-11-10T20:10:00.003+08:00

My leg screwed up on me during maths lesson lols...now can hardly walk...bloody left leg...think sprained a muscle or something just by sitting down what the hell man....weak weak human body always so faulty, not muscle sprain then sore throat, if not will be some other bloody illness...went to doctor and he finds it strange that i can sprain my muscle outta the blue hah...gave me 2 different painkillers and some pills to protect ur liver lols....idk now got pills to protect the liver....meh....hate busted leg...eaten those painkillers so far still feeling the dammable pain

2009-11-09T07:25:00.002+08:00

Hate waking up so bloody early to go school for lesson...especially when the first lesson is mathsssss....prolly got there to have another stoning session sighs....week 4 already and i'm beginning to panic...haven hit the panic button yet, guess its time to start hitting the books already else i be a goner when week 6 class tests and common tests comes...besides theres presentations and some phat lab reports to hand in during that time....not preparing now means suffer later...oh hell...lifes a misery

2009-10-30T21:19:00.002+08:00

Mmm...end of week 2 already, most of the lectures i was like switched off lol....haven go study anything at all yet...still holidaying lols...god help me when the tests come lol...gonna die a horrible death

2009-10-26T07:25:00.002+08:00

Was sick from friday to sunday lols...terrible that fever...slept like 18 hours on saturday...and ate like 5 panadols which did little good at all...sighs it sucks to be sick and barely recovered from fever now have sore throat...oh the misery and school starts at 8 and its MATHS...fancy having maths at 8 bloody am in the morning....i probably just going to sleep through it...think its the steamboat that makes me sick? Who knows....

2009-10-20T19:54:00.002+08:00

Day 2 of school and its bloody boring...the lectures are zzz...drone on and on still i wanna sleep. Mondays and Tuesdays are hell, 8am-6pm pfft....lucky the rest later can sleep more...modules looked manageable for now...can't tell in the future though...got nice group members for now...just don't give me that lunatic and i will be happy...time to go cut my hair again...sighs why hair need to keep cutting? If only theres a ways to stunt the hair growth and leave it at a desirable length so dun need go cut every 1-2 months...meh...lazy to blog nowadays

2009-10-16T17:08:00.000+08:00

Meh...school reopening in like 3 days? Sighs....i guess is back to all that miserable slogging and mugging....new modules with new horrors awaiting us...

2009-10-15T12:30:00.007+08:00

Went to eat with my friend and his dad at a German restaurant...Most the the food was meat lol...meat meat meat and nothing else....they have a 1 metre long sausage and one main platter consisting of pork knuckles, chicken and i think more pork then also order weird German beers and i can say beer and meat dun go together with each other if u ask me. Their sausages and luncheon meat are delicious though...think they made it themselves as it is quite soft and juicy...ended up feeling damm full lols...so much food...with 8 ppl we barely manged to finish it. And i still can't drink too much without feelin flushed lols...2 pint of beers and my face all red...lucky by the time i reach home face returned to normal color else my family will kpkb...pictures below are the meat platter on the left and the one metre sausage on the right...excess of meat

Argh

2009-10-12T18:20:00.003+08:00

OMG i have no idea why the hell my lower jaw hurting like fuck now...srsly....mum says eat too much heaty food but i was like huh? How does it affect the jaws...i thought heaty food only gives u ulcers, sore throat and other stuff but now lower jaw...srsly...its like sensitive tooth only it is happening to many teeth at my lower jaw...god...i can't even eat in peace....one moment it is fine the next moment...BAM pain...if this continues i will probably go to the dentist man...

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2009-10-04T18:02:00.003+08:00

Finally stop working already can rest for 2 weeks...you know i've have been wondering about my future during my work lol...coz i was too bored...then i thought about whats going to happen after i gotten my diploma and i feel so bloody demoralized cause when i calculate out the amount i'm gonna earn after i graduate from uni or a poly it will be like 2k if i'm lucky and by then i will be like 28 years old after i come out from uni and i was like wtf...28 years old earning so little money....how am i going to be content with it even if poly come out still need NS....mmm earning a measly 2k per month at age of 28 sounds damm pathetic....you know perhaps i should try investing or something srsly...hmmm gonna try to find a solution to this dammable problem

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2009-09-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

Will be working for 3 more days and it will end...earn some cash....money hard to earn but easy to spend...hais...need to be more prudent in spending my pay i suppose...oh well...2 weeks break probably be exercising and then its a new semester again...wonder why i didn't got into director's list...oh well my best results so far... consecutive GPA of 3.57 so that means i got like 3.7 or 3.8 for this semester and its supposed to be the hardest of all...guess i really throw everything at it...still hard to get into a singapore university with my results....oh well

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2009-09-22T11:10:00.000+08:00

Working everyday...nothing to blog about...cept that ima now working at deli counter selling mooncakes lols...see mooncakes everyday

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2009-09-11T09:45:00.001+08:00

Crazy working hours is seriously making me feel damm tired whole day long....7 hrs per day of sleep is hardly enough man...and i haven't take a break yet...working there sucks srsly

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2009-09-08T08:48:00.002+08:00

Working life is a bitch man...dammable "manager" got heat from the higher ups and juz anyhow shoot it at us...what kinda "manager" is that? Dunno how to control himself...wtf man..srsly...next time when i go out work i will come back to the restaurant and laugh at his face...pay us peanuts make us work like fuck...wtf man

Werk Werk

2009-09-05T09:56:00.002+08:00

Day 2 on the job and my muscles are aching already...especially the hand...also gotten some bruises on my leg lol...guess too looong never exercise will do that to you....become weak...2 days muscle aches and thats like only carrying dishes...though some of em are quite heavy...well ima doing it for the money and nth else...money can be a greate motivator...sighs...30 more days of madness to go....well...at least i can train my arms lol...working hours are fucked though....starts at 1130 am to 330 pm AND another shift at 630pm ending at 1130pm....with a 3 hour break in between....all in all ima outside for a minimum of 12 hrs everyday...with 3 hours to idle about senselessly doing NOTHING!!! Can't go shopping in 3 hours....pfft

Back to work?

2009-09-03T09:46:00.002+08:00

Meh...all the examsss are finally over...but i've already gotten a job and first day of holiday going back to work already...pfft....oh well...only one month can rest for 2 weeks after that...greedy for money i suppose? Wonder what will be the werking environment like? Hmmm

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2009-08-31T10:33:00.002+08:00

Mmm...teacher's day eve today...brought back amusing memories when i was in secondary school...still remember that day there was a mass mugging session in school canteen for people taking O levels...hah fancy mugging during teacher's day eve lol...then we saw those ex students dressed up in such fancy clothing...and we all were like thinking waa why all dress up until liddat...fast forward a few years we also dressed up liddat lols...i remember one of em wore a sleeping cap lol...how fast people can change....

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2009-08-29T23:04:00.001+08:00

One more paper to go till the end of exams and start of holidays...should i be feeling glad? Hmm...idk...straight after exam go werk already...no rest...oh well...need money....no choice...werk for 1 month then 1/2 month left to rest i suppose? Gotten a haircut...pfft...hair cut till so short...coz i scared later too long the werkplace ppl complain...coz f&b industry...oh well

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2009-08-23T18:08:00.002+08:00

Went to park alone to walk walk when its raining...its kinda nice to walk in the rain can hear the pitter patter of raindrops and the rainy smell...also can can reflect back on what going on currently in my life...3 more papers to go...maths is the one that imma most concerned about...they asking last semester question and i already forgottten how do do them already...pfft...can pass i happy liaos i suppose

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2009-08-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

Its the time of the year again...hungry ghost fest...burn burn burn all that smoke...house windows all closed...zzz all tt smoke getting onto the clothes what a bitch...house downstairs is an inferno...and ima having exams soon...maths...dunno nuts about it...guess i gonna flunk it proper

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2009-08-18T10:41:00.001+08:00

Mmm...muggin week already...next week is exams...oh the misery...it seems that i'm forever mugging and mugging

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2009-08-15T19:57:00.002+08:00

Had a big fight with my family during my birthday....oh my god....the bitter irony...sometimes it seems that having a family is overrated....i rather live alone....i know this may sounds stupid bla bla bla...but seriously....i think i better off living in this world without a family...they only provide me money....nth else....might as well live alone ....already planned to live alone a looong time ago...when i get a stable job....screw em man....at most send them some money my mail or smth...but i wun contact them...yea...might break my own heart...but hell....gawd....i feel really really bitter...sometimes i wonder why life is like that....guess hiding all ur feelings behind a mask for too long isn't really good....rant and raves....

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2009-08-09T10:30:00.001+08:00

Mmm...national day today? Who cares lol? Am gonna stay at home to slack...next 3 weeks gonna be hellish enough...hope it all ends well

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2009-07-29T20:49:00.001+08:00

Dunno why i feel so tired nowadays....

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2009-07-28T09:07:00.002+08:00

Aw dammit man...August is going to be an utterly horrible month...i am now looking at 3 exams, 2 common tests and at least 3 class tests...wouldn't even have much time to prepare for them...oh well..guess i just gonna give my best and hope it all ends well

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2009-07-23T19:25:00.002+08:00

Blah...blah...next week got class test again bloody fiend teacher juz like to keep throwing tests at our faces...need to revise for so many subjects...not revising them will die coz alot understanding + calculation...oh the misery

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2009-07-21T10:57:00.002+08:00

Zzz...everytime i look in the mirror i will be appalled at the look of my arms...srsly...they are so goddammed skinny...reed thin i might call it...see liaos will sian diao...need find something to gain weight man...49 kg at 19 years old is srsly underweight...omgz...i eaten so much and all for naught...wasting my money...been at 49kg for like 2 years already? Pfft...something wrong with me...maybe need see a doctor or smth

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2009-07-19T12:50:00.002+08:00

Sighs...later still need go out to chiong project...we just like to do things last minute lulz...more challenging liddat...else finish too early no kick i think? When you do things last minute...u get the kick outta it? Blah...tomorrow sch starts again....

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2009-07-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

Another dreadful week had passed...got a platter of A,B,C and D for my results...thank god i didn't fail anything...so much things to do yet so little time...exam time table is going to be out on monday...barely after the common tests...omg...no breaks at all...going to crumble soon...

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2009-07-13T22:24:00.001+08:00

Blah...barely survived first day of sch...got pwned in thermodynamics gotten a C for the test and overall B for it...oh well...then REE i gotten a C...that was a bloodbath..noone gotten an A...so i guess C i shd be happy liaos?

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2009-07-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

Argh...school starts again tomorrow...i ain't got the mood to study after being cold cocked by the common tests...or maybe too loong slacking already idk...dun feel like going to school...forgotten bout some subjects already lol...grumble

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2009-07-11T10:03:00.002+08:00

Mmm...screwed up my last paper...not enough time to complete it...only managed 2/5 questions fully done due to lack of time...all of my classmates suffer the same fate and the sadistic lecturer was grinning at us...pfft...what a mess...after that went dinner with my classmates lulz...thai express...em fried rice is good...with lotsa raisins and pineapples...idk what kinda pineapple they use srsly...white in color yet still damm tasty...then went chill ard drank abit of beer...blah...juz drank a tinny lil bit and ima flushed...hate that though coz i look dead drunk when i wasn't even drunk...came home my parents kpkb me for drinking...needed to drown my sorrows anyway

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2009-07-08T09:46:00.002+08:00

Mmm...yesterday took Maths and Heat Mass Transfer paper...prolly flunked the maths paper lulz and the HMT paper prolly will get a blah result....oh well....lifes like that...no mood to study during the e learning week...only two days when u feel a sense of urgency(desperation?) then you will study and by then it will be too late already...hate that e learning week as it is supposed to be the common test week as before that week i've studied like mad then only to find out that common tests are delayed...pissy feeling...then u will lost all the mood to study already...upcoming fluid and particle mechanics paper...2 days including today to study...pfft...the teacher have a tendency to set obscenely hard papers...oh well...juz gonna try my best...i will prolly be barely to scrape through this semester

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2009-07-05T12:54:00.002+08:00

Mmm...been awhile since i blogged...kinda lazy...

I've been wondering about what my future would be like if i didn't pester my parents to buy me a computer when i was in primary one...perhaps if they had bought it during my secondary school or during primary six it would have been better as i would not be so addicted to the computer, then i would be concentrate better during my primary and secondary school periods, then maybe lead to better results instead of languishing in my current course...sighs....life is full of regrets and i had only myself to blame for being so bloody weak willed...also where i am now i can only blame myself and noone else...pfft...no time for self pity...need to pick up and give my dammest to suceed in life

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2009-07-01T08:44:00.001+08:00

Went to park and played with the swing...been years since i played with the swing lulz...19 year old playing with a swing omg

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2009-06-27T10:43:00.001+08:00

Pfft...sch "holidays" got extended for 1 week due to h1n1 and its E learning week....the time to be online for all the modules are so mixed up...pfft...what a mess...common tests also postphoned 1 week...prolonging my suffering grumble

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2009-06-14T12:05:00.002+08:00

Pfft..."holidays" are here....why with quotations marks u ask? Cos the damm "holidays" are used to prepare for obscenely hard common tests that our lectuerers have set...why can't it be common test first then holidays like what other polys do? Why does it have to be holidays then common test....doesn't make any bloody sense. Sighs...srsly sucks to be broke...can't anyhow buy this and that lols...oh well...at least this teaches me not to impulse buy...lazy to blog lols

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2009-06-07T11:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh...weekends all wasted on studying pfft....been mugging and mugging and common tests haven even started yet...the misery of it all...

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2009-05-29T16:24:00.001+08:00

No mood to blog nowadays....so awfully busy with neverending homeworks and tests to prepare sigh.....

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2009-05-17T22:45:00.001+08:00

So busy nowadays...guess playtime is over...now is mug mug mug...already so stress without exams...i wonder what will happen when exam comes...really many many stuffs to do...pfft...barely catching up...

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2009-05-07T22:44:00.001+08:00

Gotta buck up and go full steam ahead soon...all the work are piling up and it ain' fun...lazy to blog :P

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2009-05-04T07:23:00.000+08:00

Sians...goddamm school reports are killin us lol...so damm hard...the machine is faulty==>faulty readings==>screwed up calculations omg...took us entire afternoon to figure out the damm thing and also given us a bloody headache...and its only one damm report...next week starting theres gonna be four reports per week OMG

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2009-04-28T21:17:00.001+08:00

Am messing up all my modules names lol...all sounded and looked the same to me...and almost everyday have to bring the damm laptop which is very heavy...hate bringing laptop to sch

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2009-04-26T17:20:00.001+08:00

Went to highlanders on Friday with my friends lol...they has live band over there plus alot of ang mohs...didn't drink much at all...then went to friends house to overnight gamble gamble...lost money coz no luck that day i guess....pfft...came back home sleep for few hrs wake up sleep then wake up again...body clock all messed up and now i feel so tired and having back pain now lol...idk how the hell did i get back pains

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2009-04-20T19:55:00.001+08:00

First day of school was hellish man...so many new subjects and OMG the maths...i dun understand anything at all...lecturer juz drone on and on about integration by parts, think i had done that before...but maybe not lol...forgot everything about maths already...then the rotation equipment engineering lecturer keep saying shit and asshole to other ppl lol....very amusing to see the lecturer using this kind vocab...lesson suppose to be till 2030 but first week alot cancellation...next week hell begins

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2009-04-18T10:28:00.001+08:00

Hell....schools starting on Monday and i ain't looking forward to it...didn't even bother to print the timetable lol...juz looking at the timetable is enough to make me go into a depression

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2009-04-14T09:03:00.001+08:00

Oh hell...next week school's reopening and ima not looking forward to it T_T

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2009-04-10T12:54:00.001+08:00

Happy bad friday...currently blogging at my workplace...damm bored...yesterday mum forced me to go cut hair at her friends place...now i dun dare to look at myself in the mirror...that haircut is bloody horrible...pfft...

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2009-04-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

Timetable for the new semester is out and is fucked to hell...monday starts at 9am and ends at 830pm wtf man...thats longer than office hours and next day theres still school...and all the modules name...so chim...i see liaos i no mood le...thermodynamics, fluid particle mechanics, heat and mass transfer...the names are good enough to kill...its going to be a difficult semester

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2009-04-08T10:10:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to ice cream cafe in Thomson Road to meet up with my primary school classmates...quite fun to catch up with each other after all those years lol...they planning another outing already...so long never see each other and all of em change liaos....met up for dinner and trash talk and supper....some of em still studying some of em going NS...the path you take after secondary school kinda branches out into many routes....already planning to meet up in june again lols....

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2009-04-03T13:47:00.001+08:00

Came back from chalet yesterday was damm tired and slept the whole day lol...didn't slept a wink at the chalet...pity we didn't managed to book any bicycles though, damm shop closes at 6pm wtf man...ended up playing cards and mahjong...all the shops close damm early...had bbq and other odds and ends lol...now working at cyber cafe...watching lil kids play games and sucking their moneh dry

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2009-03-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

Went Macritche again, what else? Always go there during Sundays or some other miserable park like east coast. Only interesting thing is that a lil girl throwing away her pet terrapin into the reservoir encouraged by her family, dun those adults have some responsibility of not encouraging pet dumping? Sheesh...buy a terrapin dun like then dump...the parents never teach the lil gal what is responsibility...later the act come back haunt the parents i will laugh...

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2009-03-27T14:36:00.001+08:00

Have trashed my eating habits lol...eaten oreos and mamees for lunch and dinner...probably going to get some sickness or something...just now lunch also eat trash ><

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2009-03-26T08:08:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog nowadays...gotten a job at a cyber cafe....on off job lol...can slack as much as i want and overall is not bad though the pay is only 4 bucks per hours and i work like 6-8 hours each day...at least got some pocket money rather than staying at home rotting and doing nothing at all

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2009-03-19T12:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with friends watch the movie "coming soon" lol...horror show...one of my friends slept through it...omg...how she slept through it is beyond my comprehension. Went to Fish and Co for dinner...ordered the seafood platter and the squid they cooked till damm soft...not the usual rubbery and chewy one that i prefer...spent god knows how much on one outing...money is hard to get but easy to spend eh?

Also gotten my results...gotten an overall GPA of 3.49 and my previous one was 3.48 for last semester...some of my friends also gotten 0.01 increase in GPA lol...i wonder if the lectuers were fooling around with the GPAs...they and their sick sense of humor...didn't feel happy at all with my GPA though...just felt blah...can't get into directors list also T_T...Only managed one A on material science and my chemical engineering principle gotten a B as for the rest of my modules gotten B+...pfft

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2009-03-13T10:49:00.001+08:00

Gaa...someone says i look like a kid again...damm...must really eat more...eat so much also can't get fat, what am i to do T_T

Oh well...laters going malaysia visit my cousins again...will be bored...hope to return by sunday

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2009-03-12T17:15:00.002+08:00

Oh well, its been like 2 to 3 weeks into my holiday? And still no job....hais....no job equals no money equals sadness...by next week if still no job...prolly gave up finding job...no one will one to hire someone that only work 1 month...very hard to find this kinda job...been idling ard doing nothing much...when you are broke you can't do much...oh well...lazy to blog also ><

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2009-03-04T20:05:00.001+08:00

Sigh...went to 3 job agencies and still no job...stumbled upon multi level marketing lol....zzz when can i find a job ><

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2009-03-01T16:19:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went stargazing at NUS...weather was a bitch and in the end it rained heavily so no more stargazing...spent overnight at NUS touring the whole place lol...that place was really damm big...their dormitories are like condos and chalets lol....managed to find took some interesting pictures lol...found those 2 pictures pasted on the locker doors lol and found that danger sign outside a lab lol...wonder wtheck are they doing behind those doors...goddammit...its so hard to put picture inside...

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2009-02-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Woots...exams are finally over...spent the first day of my holiday at home rotting and slacking lol...am darn glad that those damm exams are over and now i can finally slow down abit...gonna go find a holiday job coz i'm damm broke lulz >< Oh well...

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2009-02-23T08:36:00.002+08:00

Oh well...its been awhile since i posted lulz...kinda busy with exams...now theres only one more paper on Tuesday before holidays...First two papers are hard...so i guess same goes for the third paper...oh well...life like that...Holidays need to go work again...damm...need the cash lol...dun like to work...but ain't got a choice...Dun wanna see my exam restult also...ignorance is bliss....

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2009-02-15T17:42:00.002+08:00

Oh well...3 more exams and it will be holidays...gotta go try find work during holidays...meanwhile i need to mug like hell to clear those bloody exams...wasted my saturday and sunday already lol...and the first paper one wed omg...mug mug mug...so tired of it ><

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2009-02-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

Finally started abit of revision...zzz...oh well...nth much to do now except to revise lulz...lazy to post anything also ><

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2009-02-07T20:03:00.002+08:00

Finally common tests are done...now just just leave three more exams to be done and it will be holidays. Already in holiday mood already...gonna find someway to mug >< Prolly gonna head to sch to do some revision and mug for a few hours each day...haissssss

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2009-02-03T18:56:00.000+08:00

So many bloody things to do...zzz...gonna break down soon

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2009-02-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

Boring Sunday...preping for that damm comm skills presentation tomorrow...need wear formal again...zzz

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2009-01-27T21:25:00.014+08:00

Just came back from Malaysia...my cousin the broadband sucks...took like 5 mins just to log onto MSN? And the broadband can't seem to connect after 10pm lol...wonder if the provider switch it off or something...quite a quiet Chinese New Year...gamble abit only...guess its due to the financial turmoil outside? And my cousins wiped me in dai di lol...guess i got no luck at all...

The food....omg they cooked like no tomorrow...one lunch consisits of....1 chicken, 1 fish, 1 pork dish, 2 veggie dish and 1 soup lol...thats nuts...i feasted like mad and still remain same weight...fuck it man....mum bought alot of CNY buscuits...muz resist on munching on them...dun wanna get anymore pimples...darn

The damm causeway was jammed...damm queue stretched across to the malaysia side...whole bridge was full of cars coming into singapore...stuck in there till i almost go nuts....thank god i got my ipod to keep me sane throughout the wait...

Gonna try post up some pics....

Thats my two crazy cousins....too hyperactive already....

Pic of a restraunt i went to in malacca lolx...peranakan restraunt...many oriental stuffs...pfft...dunno why wording looks like that

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2009-01-26T17:54:00.002+08:00

Am blogging at my cousins place...just arrived from my grandma's house, damm com is awfully lagg....

Haven been to grandma house for one year and theres many amusing things happening over there lol...one of my uncles caught a friggin baby wild boar and locked it in a cage lolx...and that damm thing juz eat and eat and eat non stop...give him wut...he will juz eat....zomgz...and the chickens over there are damm friggin fat also...there is an awfully primitive place lol...and before I left...my uncle brought home some sort of fox/cat animal...no idea wtf it is though...they plan on cooking it =/ quite an amusing experience at my grandma house....also turns out that my grandma has ten grandchildren with me the oldest lol...but being oldest i feel damm stress man...my younger cousins did better than me with one in victoria sec ><><

There was one sad incident over there though...one of my childhood friends i meet over there when i was young...played with him for a few years too...just found out that he did in a car accident not too long ago...god rest his soul...dying at such a young age....life is so fragile...one minute you are here...the next minute you may be gone

Now at my mother side the cousins house lol...thank god they has net...laters gonna go visit here and there...will be back in Singapore tomorrow...damm lol...done very little revisions...and theres many schoolwork left undone :(

Anyways...HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!

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2009-01-23T18:48:00.002+08:00

Oh well...tomorrow going back to Malaysia to visit my cousin for Chinese New Year and all that stuffs...think i bringing some sch sh!t over there to revise...gonna get bored outta my wits there without internet and msn...so much school work...no mood for Chinese New Year anyway....hais dunno why i'm so depressed every single fucking day

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2009-01-21T20:18:00.002+08:00

Oh well....some how survived through 3 tests and 1 presentation...ain't that confident of the tests...Oh well...now all that is left is one more presentation...and its Chinese New Year...after Chinese New Year, the real hell begins with 1 more test and 3 exams plus 2 fat reports...grumble grumble...

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2009-01-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

Boring Saturday...stayed at home do lab reports, blah blah blah...so bored....next week theres 3 tests and 1 (or was it 2?) presentations...how am i to survive...goddamm lol...then theres also common tests and exams....

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2009-01-15T19:19:00.002+08:00

Oh well....shit hitting da fan already....i suspect that those lecturers are plotting against us by cramping all those bloody test and presentations all at one week trying to kill us...pfft...devious bastards...next week full o shit lol...stack stack stack till i gonna break

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2009-01-11T17:53:00.001+08:00

Lazy to blog lol...got too many damm things to do liaos