Saturday, March 29, 2008
good game...tried my best already :(
(1:36 PM)
Friday, March 28, 2008
Went for an interview in NYP for the course chem and pharma tech...got two interviewers. Dunno what to make of the interview though...the ang moh interviewer kept staring at me with his piercing blue eyes...frigging me out...though the other interviewer is the main guy...tok abt usual stuff why i wanted this course etc etc...think i messed it up though
(5:21 PM)
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Aw shit...got outmaneuvered again...dunno what to do now cept to wait
(5:44 PM)
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Went my friend house to loaf around just nw slack and do nothing...then went cycling at the evening and got drenched by the awful rain...lucky i got fone pouch if not i wonder wat will happen to my new fone thank god
(7:47 PM)
Monday, March 24, 2008
Walked from my home all the way to bukit timah again....only feel abit tired only...then after that went with my parents to eat yong tau foo and its damm nice but very expensive...at least 8 dollars for a bowl 0_0....evening went cycling again...lol exercise non stop still so hyperactive tch
(8:01 PM)
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Really need to find something to do before my holidays end...mother driving me nuts already...maybe go learn roller blading or something
(11:19 AM)
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Went to east coast park todae with my family even though there are dark clouds gathering...eaten dinner at 4 X_X...to early le...later will hungry again...got caught in the rain even though got umbrella still wet tch...
(6:48 PM)
Friday, March 21, 2008
Rain rain rain...dunch think i will be able to cycle todae....good friday everyone
(2:26 PM)
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Didn't know cycling can kill my sandals...cause it to split into two, wonder how cycling did that?
Rain heavily todae, got my jeans drenched...at least the rain help clear to air making it fresher...you can usually know when the rain is coming by smelling...coz rain got some sorta "rain smell"...now still drizzling
(3:56 PM)
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
OMG...bored outta ma wits. Don't know what to do at all. Just stopped working at Robinsons and now nothing to do...pleh game also sians...been cycling for the past few days, five rounds around bishan park just for kicks. Feel so hyper zomg...walk bukit timah hill with my friend and still went cycling...mum thought i was nuts. Well....guess I'm just too bored. Anime watch watch watch...also bored. Guess I'll visit the library later if not I'll go bonkers at home. Then maybe try cycle for six rounds around the park since i got nothing better to do anyways. COL...got invited by ma friend to visit Malaysia for three days...dun think I'll be going though...hate dat godawful place, never know when you will get shot and murdered by the robbers *shudders*
(9:50 AM)
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Boring sunday....walked bukit timah hill for fun that is all
(3:08 PM)
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Now currently reached the lowest point of my life...fate has punched me in the gut. Been such a dumb dumb fuck me.
Feel so dejected and regretful. But one has to move on and not dwell on the past. Feel like being outmaneuvered and outclassed in chess now...must think of what path to choose now. Fuck this world man...i gonna survive at all costs....when one is force into a corner one will pull no punches back...gonna play all my cards now. Rooting for NP now...if rejected then RP? IF both also cannot then i probably have to have a small talk with my current course supervisor...perhaps i can rejoin as a year one DET student and apply for a course transfer out. IF NOT then continue studying on this messed up course? Options are limited but i gonna give my best
(7:30 AM)
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Aah well....think is time to go jump into the sea for me liao...got rejected by SP and TP for the DAE...left NP and RP...not much hope left
(7:53 PM)
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Rain rain rain whole day...aah...two more days left for my temp work...neither happy nor sad at leaving the job...aah well...life's like that i guess.
Staff from SP says i will receive my letter at the end of this week...prolly wun receive it as SP is known to be quite slow in doing stuff
(7:54 PM)
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Life is full of regrets...i regretted not studying hard enough and wasted one year in my poly...regretted not studying hard enough for my O levels and only getting l1r4 16 points...regretted being a human...regret things i wished i had done and things i wished i had not done...regretted hell lots of things that i messed up...well life is a miserable and regretful journey after all...
(1:47 PM)
Friday, March 7, 2008
Waited half and hour for a -insert expletive here- bus....really tested my patience. Summore bus is -insert expletive here- packed to -insert expletive here-
Really wish i can be the judge, jury and the executor all together...so that i can get rid of stupid,inconsiderate, idiotic and foolish people. Then i can make the world a much better place. Human race really needs to upgrade itself...its -insert expletive here- me off
(10:20 PM)
Thursday, March 6, 2008
hmm...ignorance is bliss is it true???
(9:19 PM)
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Fwagh....still no DAE results from SP even though my friend receive already....tension killin me.
Wrestling with all my inner demons zzz...many many things to worry about...many many
I have two faces and many many masks to hide behind...dun even know whats my real self
(8:30 PM)
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Hmm...what are the pieces missing from my life? Much like a uncompleted jigsaw puzzle
(8:16 PM)
Monday, March 3, 2008
Zzz...job damm boring todae...do paperwork whole dae zzz...still waiting for e DAE results. Apparently my friend received a letter from SP about the DAE and i still have not received it yet...zzz why?
(8:13 PM)
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Whoa...can't believe i walked from macritche all the way to bukit timah...leg is very very numb liao but well at least i exercise :p
(6:58 PM)